:(

It's 10pm on a Sunday night and I need someone to talk to.

I'm so damn sad and lonely.

I checked Google for grief counseling in my area and it only made me cry harder.

Listen to me.

I am not suicidal. I am sad.

I miss my husband. 

I miss having him to talk to.

I don't like being alone.

It's been 5 months since I've seen him.

And at this moment I don't know how to go on.