Fall 2024

I grocery shopped and filled the freezer for winter.

I unclogged the tub with Liquid Plumber.

I hired a landscape company to do a Fall clean up of my yard.

I took the dog to a groomers for a bath and a haircut.

I've gone to my Dr. for a physical and got my bloodwork done.

I voted.

I changed the furnace filter.

Today I finished all of the laundry.

Tomorrow I will mop floors and vacuum.

I am getting the house ready for Winter.

To be truthful... I am so very lonely.

I miss my husband more than words can say.

Sometimes it feels worse than it did 3 years ago.

The longing is worse.

I miss him more than I ever thought possible.

His face. His eyes. His smell. The touch of his hands.

The world is a scary place and I am alone.

Jesus is still silent. I haven't  felt His presence in years.

I don't know who to turn to.  I don't know who to trust.

Jesus failed me. So has my fellow man.

I am adrift. And I have no idea where I am headed.

I no longer know what to pray for. I know longer know how to pray.

My stomach hurts. My guts are boiling. My brain is in overdrive.

I just want to sleep thru the night without any more nightmares.

What is happening to our country?

I am in shock, I am numb, I am dumbfounded.