I grocery shopped and filled the freezer for winter.
I unclogged the tub with Liquid Plumber.
I hired a landscape company to do a Fall clean up of my yard.
I took the dog to a groomers for a bath and a haircut.
I've gone to my Dr. for a physical and got my bloodwork done.
I voted.
I changed the furnace filter.
Today I finished all of the laundry.
Tomorrow I will mop floors and vacuum.
I am getting the house ready for Winter.
To be truthful... I am so very lonely.
I miss my husband more than words can say.
Sometimes it feels worse than it did 3 years ago.
The longing is worse.
I miss him more than I ever thought possible.
His face. His eyes. His smell. The touch of his hands.
The world is a scary place and I am alone.
Jesus is still silent. I haven't felt His presence in years.
I don't know who to turn to. I don't know who to trust.
Jesus failed me. So has my fellow man.
I am adrift. And I have no idea where I am headed.
I no longer know what to pray for. I know longer know how to pray.
My stomach hurts. My guts are boiling. My brain is in overdrive.
I just want to sleep thru the night without any more nightmares.
What is happening to our country?
I am in shock, I am numb, I am dumbfounded.